Hello out there. Worst blogger ever here... I don't write because I have nothing to say.
I am doing nothing these days... just waiting and wishing. That is the summary of August for me.
August is the strangest month. It's a flurry of emotions. I am always so sick of summer by this point in the year that I spend most August days miserable. But I look forward to everything the rest of the year has to offer: beach vacation with J's family, school starting, classes with some of my favorite professors (just found this one out! Yay!), football season, my birthday, J's b'day, everything that's good about the fall (leaves changing, cooler temps, heavier fabrics, layering, darker hair, not being a big sweaty mess) and of course all of the best holidays are coming up... So I'm miserable, but a little crazy with excitement, and then I realize that most of these exciting things will end up causing me all kinds of problems so I get a little bit stressed (I'm a worrier, that's what we do.) And I try to tell myself not to wish this month away because soon I will be longing for summer.... Before you know it I'm just a big ball of emotion.
But mostly I'm impatient. I just want August to hurry up and end so I can finally get started (on what? I'm not sure...).
The month of August is kind of like New Year's Eve for me. An entire month of waiting for a new beginning.
Get started on the days till we get to come back of course. But goodness, Shiana will be 3 and a half and Keylan will be 8 months :( He will be crawling.
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